outta my headdd! i still cant sleep
todays the day i need to sit myself down and write my best friend a letter. hes incarcerated right now hes been in there almost a year a year next month. this time last year is when i last saw him, i feel bad that i have in some sense forgetten him when i told him i wouldnt, when i said i would write when i said i would visit. it sucks to hear that he has some resentment towards me thats why today i write him, better late than never but never late is better.
it was fine before but now im getting crazy, its a growth within me, and i feel it beneath me, i just wanna rip it out, and say without a doubt, that ill never let that happen again, but honestly that shits annoying not you just how everything happens……